I’ve come to realization, I’ve been blinded by the scene
The sight of fantasy become real, the sweetness of the dream.
The only way to escape is to make a change
All these feelings residing need to rearrange.
Finding new ground, new ways to dream
New ideas to grasp, starting again- clean.
I fooled myself and forgot the rules
Now I’ve lost my freedom to choose.
I’m in a bind, imprisoned by my thoughts
What next? Take this lesson I’ve been taught.
Move on, move forward, new life awaits.
Get out, get over, before it’s too late.
Something makes me writhe, curdle, and cringe
The thought that inside me, control’s been infringed.
So I think to myself, how do I renew?
What solution is there? What can I do?
“Nothing yet”, my thoughts reply. I know they tell the truth.
“Nothing yet”, I deeply sigh. I’ve got everything to lose.