Surrounded by beauty

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Ok, so my surroundings are beautiful here in Lismore, Australia. There are strangely beautiful plants that flower on their own leaves and the trees are lemon or cinnamon-scented. There are funny birds walking around with brightly colored heads and huge beaks, tiny lizards that scamper into flower beds to hide, brightly colored fungi, and even though it’s winter here, I get a break from snow and some days I can go outside without wearing a jacket. There are so many beautiful things to appreciate here. I love the surroundings and the people are different than back home in the best way. Every now and then when friends are busy and the sun has set, I find myself feeling homesick for stupid little comforts. I was pretty spoiled back home– I had plenty of food and when I ran out of something I had a car and I could make it to the grocery store in less than 5 minutes if it was open. I had a job, 5 guitars, way too many kitchen implements and hand made dishes from all of my friends. I know it seems stupid to miss those things, but it does happen. I also miss my friends and family– I’ve made a bunch of new good friends here, but I still can’t ask for a hug when I need one. This week has been lonely– most of my new friends have been gone on different adventures but I’ve been tied to the studio during the days.

I think what I’m missing most during this first month is the good food I always had access to back home. I had plenty of baking ingredients that seemed to never run out. I miss endless brownies! 😦

 

 

 

 

 

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Gaining confidence in the Studio– IN AUSTRALIA!!

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So, I do believe that I said I would kick some ass in the studio. I made good on my promise πŸ™‚ Here is a quick snapshot of a couple of ceramic pieces– I have a few more in the process of decorating, but things take longer to dry here so it slows down my decorating process a bit. Anyway, this is a good start on a set of matching things. These slightly match the first teapot I made, but the orchids are different. These won’t be in the same set with the teapot anyway. They are much too big. I am getting anxious to get a firing under my belt here, but it might be too easy. All of the kilns are programmed by button pads. I just have to get a respirator so I can mix up some glazes. That will be the tricky part of it. I haven’t even looked in the glaze materials room yet to see what they have in supply– not to mention the variations in feldspar and kaolin. I have no idea what to expect, but I’m thinking I should take a look inside and do some research in the meantime. I really could use a few nice dishes here– I’ve just been using what came with the apartment, and half of them are plastic πŸ˜› I do have one froggy mug I made that I brought for my french-pressed coffee πŸ™‚

 

 

 

 

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I think I did mention in a previous post that I am doing print making here in Australia. Well, here are the results from my second lino block πŸ™‚ I decided to mix up a couple of happy bright colors. I do have that going in my favor– a history of paint mixing and color theory. Someone liked this light chartreuse enough that they wanted to use it when I was done and offered to clean it up– which saved me a whole lot of time πŸ™‚

 

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My print making teacher came over to admire this color after I printed it. Beforehand, I was getting some doubt from classmates. I told them that going bold was the best way to go with some things πŸ™‚ I mixed a ratio of red and yellow to get scarlet. There was more yellow involved, but I knew the red would be powerful. The red, black and blue inks are nuclear. I carved this block with a starting idea of eucalyptus bark in mind– but things just grew on it… like bamboo/woodgrain and lichens and spots. I really am pleased with how it prints… I want to make another texture block with ferns– but I want to make the block bigger. I also need to think about making a few registration sheets…

 

 

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When my teacher saw this (it was the first print that I took off of the woodgrain block), he told me that it reminded him of the Japanese wave prints– which is a huge compliment. He always tells us about the skill of Japanese print makers of the past. I was flattered. I really am just starting out at print making, but it seems to come natural– I’m not bragging or saying that I am any good at it. It just flows along with how I decorate my pots these days. Both image types require specific carving tools and expensive colors– the difference is that when I create designs on my pots, they aren’t reusable. They are a one-time-print sort of thing. I carve right into the surface of the pot instead of onto a printable block. I fill my lines with the color instead of coating the high points and making a transfer of the image. But really, the idea is similar. The lines are crisp, there isn’t really room for soft shading in the technique. I suppose there is stippling or cross hatching, but I think of it like a wide ballpoint pen:

There is one bold line that comes from the pen. There is no variation in pressure because the pen leaves ink in a saturated line. There can be line variation, but there cannot be gray areas. It is black and white, do or do not. There is no room for erasing– mistakes made must be worked with, and not regretted.

 

 

 

 

On a lighter, sillier note, here is a resurrection of an idea I was working with last year… FIGURE SAKE CUPS!!!

I started making figure-shaped vessels last summer while I didn’t have a wheel but I yearned to make strong forms. I was mostly working with the soft slab technique, treating the clay a lot like fabric. One day I came up with the idea of making figures to practice, but I wanted a quick way to sketch them out with clay, and I am inevitably drawn to functionality. So… what I came up with was strong coffee-sized mugs shaped like a female torso. Most of my friends back home thought they were silly– but I had people requesting them at sales after they had sold out at the end of the year πŸ™‚ I did dig up a few extra ones at home that are still sitting on my dad’s shelves. The truth is, the handles attached to the back of them did look awfully funny. They felt comfortable in my hand and I made at least three larger teabag-sized ones, but I found that my favorite figure cups ended up being the smaller sake cups without handles that I fired in oxidation with just hints of cobalt underglaze blue fired in oxidation. They were the best thing to show up at a friend’s house with– lightweight, dainty, and they fit perfect in the hand with one finger resting in the back and one on the belly button. I only made two sake cups like them before. I ended up making 10 or so shot-sized ones that all sold out, but I didn’t grow any attachment to them personally. However, I still have both of the sake cups sitting at home next to my favorite sake decanter πŸ™‚ Β  Β The point is, they were the perfect size, and they serve the perfect purpose. Yes, there are many types of liquor cups, but for some reason, these figure cups are perfect in sake-serving size (they hold about 2-3 ounces each). I just decided that they needed something extra. My family kept asking me why I was making naked ladies… and I really had no answer for them besides studying the figure. I guess it doesn’t sound straight on for a heterosexual female to be making so many female figures in the traditional view of things, but I don’t think of them sexually. My family still doesn’t get it. Anyway, I decided to make them an even sillier concept by painting couture panties on them πŸ™‚ I haven’t showed these to my friends back home yet, but these are sort of prototypes Β πŸ˜‰

 

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Oh– the figure cups just reminded me of something… tomorrow in class, we will be sculpting from a live nude model, and our professor told us that it will be a robust one. I’ve never actually had a life drawing/sculpting figure class, but I’m interested to see how it goes. It might be awkward because it will be my first time, but I’m no prude, and I plan on learning something πŸ™‚ Back home, there is a sort of stigma against nude art of any sort– it’s a religious thing. Of course, in the studio, we have fun with rebelling against that belief back home πŸ˜‰

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Getting back into it: It’s time to focus on what matters.

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I’ve been neglecting my artist self. I’ve been spending way too much time just relaxing and partying here. It’s time that I get back to my roots and remember why I’m here. I am inspired by plants like the bird of paradise, and I came here to be surrounded by beautiful things to be inspired by for my work. I am taking action by booking two studio days for the weekend. I plan on getting more done and actually feeling accomplished. So far, I don’t think my professors are impressed. Yesterday I messed up big time. I got so distracted hanging out with locals and just drinking and socializing and sleeping in and being lazy that I ended up being really late for class. I bet my professor thinks I’m just another lazy art student. I’ve gotta change my image and focus on the things that matter. I want to dive into print making and ceramics and get involved in the art scene here. There is so much I can learn here conceptually. My mind just hasn’t been focused since I got here. My head is scattered and I’ve been trying too hard to settle in. Also, I’ve been letting a bunch of new friends distract me. I can’t keep this pace going. It’s time to KICK SOME ASS! in the studio πŸ˜€

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Print Making First-timer… and having a blast making lino block prints :)

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So, I decided to take print making here in Australia just because I can and I heard good things about the program when I got here– and I had a studio elective to choose anyway. It turns out that I’m really enjoying it already. I have all of these new ideas to explore because it’s a completely new medium for me. I carved this orchid block last Friday, and I decided to carve a new block today for texture background. I am still trying to come up with an idea for the block to layer over it… I’d really like to make a fern texture block, and I thought about either making a tiger orchid block with multiples and print it in red over a yellow texture print of the tree bark block that I carved today. Seriously. My mind is bursting right now. This semester is going to be packed full of new experiences in the studio! πŸ˜€

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I LOVE Australia :)

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Amazing day here in Australia… the rain here is completely epic. When I was walking down to class today, all of the sidewalks looked like streams and I had to wear tennis shoes with socks for the studio. I didn’t dare brave going outside until the downpour stopped for a few minutes. It just comes down in roaring sheets,

Whoever told me that Australia doesn’t have a music scene was obviously mistaken. I was told that quite a few good bands I’ve listened to in the past are actually Australian, and the music program here in Lismore is pretty serious, to say the least. Back home, I was told that I could compete with the best, but here I would definitely have my doubts about that.

The art department is pretty tough all around. My classes are no cakewalk. I’ve got one class that lasts all day tomorrow (Tuesday), and another that lasts all day Wednesday and part of Thursday, and I have class for 3 hours on Monday and Friday as well. They take art seriously here, even if the tech stuff isn’t quite as advanced. I’m being challenged for 3D here… I hope I can keep up. The photo is of a teapot that I finished last Friday. I just made parts for another one because I decided to make more teapots. I needed to come up with a new teapot form, so I based it off of my mugs.

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The melancholy, tortured, off-beat artist.

Sometimes I feel off-beat in the midst of a crowd. I run on a different metronome. I let my ideas run my schedule. Tortured, I am, but not all for naught. Melancholy is welcome on a rainy day. I let it seep in and flow through me until I find the emotion I need to create. As a lover, I’m tragic. Lost and hopeful, and innocent like a child- but raised with wolves.

The best things can come from turmoil. My weather has hardened me to some things of the world. I will never fit in. I will probably try to every once in a while, but there’s no point. Why fit in? What is there to be excited about when everyone is the same? Beauty is in standing out, strength is in standing alone. Courage is in standing for something. I stand for creativity, openness, curiosity, passion, hidden knowledge, and ticking to a different clock. Camouflage is how I float by, but on my own, I am fierce, powerful, a surge of creative energy. How do I expose my artist superhero in front of the normal? I don’t. I remain tortured, I remain an artist.

 

I was sitting in my central lecture this morning, and my professor showed us a video by Marina Abramovic (Artist Manifesto). I’m watching it again right now. I highly recommend it: Β https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ldw488zpw7U

The most beautiful part that grabbed my full attention is within the first 20 minutes or so.

 

It is an amazing, beautifully honest piece of work, and it touched my heart. I would compare it to poetry, but it’s more than that. She only showed us a few minutes of it and not the full hour, but after a little while, I felt my eyes get wet. It is so powerful– it touched me more than any religious speech than I’ve heard before.

I think part of my experience here on art exchange will be for me to open up and be more comfortable with being curious. I think I am a potter at heart, but that’s not the only thing I am. I plan to explore other directions while I’m here. I am print making, bronze casting, and doing some sculpture this semester. There is no limit to creativity here, no judgment for trying something too outside of the box (within moral and scientific reason). I am free to make things besides pots here without getting a harsh critique– in fact, it might be the opposite here. They aren’t accustomed to having potters in the studio. They probably won’t understand why I have the compulsive need to make things functional, but I will do it anyway. It’s in my nature.

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Day 13 in Australia, and something to show for it :)

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It’s Monday night here. Classes are great, the people are so creative and open-minded and educated here in the studio, and the weather isn’t terrible. I do have my heater turned on, but only because it makes it so I don’t have to wear a sweater or blanket while I work on drawings etc. These cups are the first two finished green pieces I’ve made while here in Australia. I love drawing orchids and aloe vera plants. The line quality and direction are what really attract me– the imagery also goes well with my bright and vibrant color palette. I guess there isn’t really any underlying environmental or emotional reason why I draw what I do– I just draw what I’m drawn to. There is a bond between myself and botanical art, but it’s more of an integral habit of my being than an emotional attachment. When I’m thinking of imagery for my pots, I paint the colors before I have a definite idea of what will be in the color frame. The design sort of just comes together step by step. If I paint yellow on a cup in a certain shape, I draw the shape and line type that seems most suitable– so I think of a good botanical or animal subject that has the line quality I want. Yes, lately I’ve been drawing tropical plants and plants that are foreign to my place of upbringing, but every once in a while I find myself drawing plants I was raised around as well. These pieces are just the beginning of my Australian studio experience. I plan on continuing these forms and style of decorating, but I’m also branching out this semester by doing some clay sculpture, bronze casting, and print making. It should be fun! Oh, and I also might be learning some Jazz guitar soon πŸ™‚

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Orchid illustration and the beauty of watercolor

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So, my iPod touch doesn’t take very clear pictures, but I can’t sync photos from my phone while I’m here in Australia so this is how it’s gonna have to be πŸ˜› Β I drew this while waiting at the airport in Dallas a couple of weeks ago. It was my way of passing time/ finding something familiar in my surroundings. Drawing always makes me calmer in stressful or uncomfortable situations… probably the reason why I drew all the time in high school.

This was inspired by a new kind of orchid that I found in a book. The striped markings are especially unique. The texture they make from looking at the orchid from far away is completely awesome. Of course, I don’t think I drew the center the same as the actual orchid. I kind of improvise how I like.

I haven’t got water colors here yet. I took a look in the campus store just to see if they had them, but all I could see were acrylic and oil paints. I plan on getting a few different colors and finding a spray bottle so I can keep doing these drawings. There’s something about the watercolor texture that guides my drawings. I feel like it’s easier to lay out clean and confident lines when there is already visual texture on the paper. Maybe it’s like dot-to-dot, or maybe it’s like drawing constellations in the stars πŸ™‚

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Semester in Australia- day 11

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It’s another day in paradise– my four month long ceramic vacation (it feels like a vacation because I don’t have a job to tie me down but I’m also spending way too much money!). Yes, I do have classes to try and be responsible about, but it’s good to have something to keep me busy. I would have gone to the studio today, but I’m not sure if it’s even open and it’s a long walk down to just have to turn around and come back up. I finally got a ride to the shops… I bought green skinny jeans and didn’t even try them on. They are my first pair of Australian-sized pants. My friends said that they thought a size 8 would fit. I looked at the little mini skirt they held up and said “are you kidding me??” but when I got home both the skirt and pants fit just right. They were cheap, too πŸ™‚

So today there’s supposed to be this lantern parade thing… I kind of want to get laundry done, but I suppose there will be time for that tomorrow too. I’ve heard that the parade is cold and boring, just like back home. My friends talked about going out after that. The weird thing is, they all like to party on Thursdays and Saturdays, but people just stay in on Friday nights.

I’m getting along alright here, but I really miss my car. Town is half an hour walk away, and I always feel like a burden when I bum rides, so I’ve been eating weird college meals with missing ingredients. I had fried potatoes as a meal yesterday πŸ˜›

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I found this little mushroom growing under a eucalyptus tree at the Koala park in Currumbin, Strange fungi just grow like weeds here. I saw some cool funnel-shaped shrooms that reminded me of Avatar yesterday, but I couldn’t stop to get a picture of them. Maybe they will still be there next time I walk past.

Oh– so I finally bought a heater for my room. Yesterday a friend said they got one for $14, and it worked fine. They probably have them especially for us American whimps who are used to having indoor heating πŸ˜› It feels much better here now– I can’t see my breath in my room anymore πŸ™‚

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Settling into the studio

Brr… sooooo cold! I can’t stop drinking tea because I need it to keep warm. I haven’t been able to go to the store to get a heater or extra sweaters because I don’t have a car here and I hate asking for rides. It’s cold here in Australia right now, and they don’t have indoor heating. I’ve been told that it’s as cold as it gets here right now and I haven’t seen ice crystals anywhere so I guess it’s not cold like back home, but a heater would be nice.

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Besides being cold, I’ve been having a pretty good time. I’m finally able to work in the studio and the space they gave me is huge! I have two big sets of shelves and a cupboard with lock latches on it to keep things in. I am adapting to using an electric wheel– something I’ve dreaded for a while now. I did ask if they had any kick wheels available. It’s an old school electric wheel, though, so I feel like it’s easier to control than the ones in the studio back home. I’m exploring my sculptural side a bit this semester. I want to sculpt a few orchids and right now I’m working on this gigantic (for me) tree stump project as part of an assignment. The plan is to use it as a hollow space and build little shelves inside to hide cups in. The idea is supposed to go along with archaeology, and I’m also continuing the orchid theme– part of our assignment is supposed to be bronze-cast, but we will be given a limited amount of bronze to work with and anything I design is supposed to be 4mm or thicker. I want to make bronze orchid leaves or fern fronds to arrange on the trunk somehow. I started the trunk yesterday, but it’s impossible to make much progress because it isn’t drying out enough to have structural support so I can keep adding coils. I’ve never been great at coil building, but it seems like the most logical approach.

I’m taking print making here this semester! I’m pretty excited, obviously. I think it will be cool to take the class here because it’s a small class so I might be able to learn more. Also, availability was an issue for getting into the class back home. We are starting by doing Lino block prints… so get ready to start seeing my drawings transformed into prints!

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I took this photo at the beach last week. It’s beautiful and green, but the nights get cold. This is what they consider to be winter here… πŸ˜€

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